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How To Know Your Feelings: 5 Steps to Emotional Intelligence

Written by McKenzie Laird

Emotional intelligence is crucial for our mental and relational health.

Sometimes you worry that your mood changes at the drop of a hat. A family member asks you a question that catches you off guard, and you yell. Some time afterward, you realize that their question was pretty reasonable, and that the yelling may have been an overreaction. You start to add up all the times, even over the past week, in which you had a short fuse. You feel bad at how it impacts your relationships. Yet you know telling yourself to “stop it” only goes so far. What’s going on here?

Our ability to navigate relationships and reactions well involves a self-reflective skill called emotional intelligence. It’s the ability to notice what you’re feeling so you can manage it in a healthy way. Can you describe the difference between feeling:

  • stressed vs. overwhelmed?
  • frustrated vs. irritated?
  • angry vs. disappointed?

In this blog, you’re going to learn how to pinpoint with accuracy what’s going on inside you at any given moment. By practicing this set of skills, you’ll be able to make better choices for yourself and relationships with others.

Here’s how to breakdown pinpointing your emotions.

RULER: An Acronym for Emotional Intelligence

Emotional Intelligence is a common term used to describe the awareness of one’s emotions. However, the way emotional intelligence is frequently discussed is often not the way it really is. According to emotions expert Dr. Marc Brackett, emotional intelligence is better understood as a set of skills. He uses the acronym RULER to describe these skills.

Understanding Emotions with RULER

R: Recognizing Feelings

The R in RULER stands for Recognizing emotions in oneself and others.

Have you ever tried reading someone’s facial expression as a clue to know they’re feelings about what you just said? What about providing an accurate answer to the question, “how’re you feeling today?” These are common scenarios in which recognizing emotions ourselves and in others become important to effective communication.

Start with the Energy and Pleasantness of How You Feel

In addition to RULER, Dr. Brackett shares the following tool called the Mood Meter from the Yale Center of Emotional Intelligence to help us differentiate emotions that may seem generally similar to one another.

Energy and Pleasantness

Can you locate the general sense of how high or low energy you feel right now? That’s often easier in the moment than recalling a nuanced emotion word, at first. How about the general sense of how pleasant or unpleasant you’re feeling? With the mood meter, you start with the general sensation of how you’re feeling and differentiate from there. For example, you may readily identify that you’re feeling lower energy and a moderate pleasantness. As a result, you’re able to determine with greater accuracy that you’re feeling relaxed in the moment.


U: Understanding Feelings

The U in RULER stands for Understanding the causes and consequences of emotions.

“Is this person interested in what I’m saying?” “Am I bored?” Once you’re able to recognize emotions in yourself and others, you’re next able to get curious about why someone feels the way they do. As a result, we can decide how to best connect to them in the present moment.

Differentiation Between Similar Feelings

One common conception about our emotions is that many emotion words are actually just describing the same generic feeling.

According to Dr. Brackett, when we’re able to differentiate between emotion states, then we’re able to pick a strategy that works best for that situation. For example, if you’re uncertain about the future, a breathing exercise may not help you. However, a cognitive strategy such as challenging a negative thought might be of assistance. On the other hand, if you’re actually overwhelmed, a breathing strategy such as box breathing may be the best strategy for the moment.

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4 Commonly Confused Feelings

When we misdiagnose what we’re feeling, we’re unable to fully know the best strategy to cope with it. Here’s 4 common emotions commonly confused for the others.

Anxiety: Uncertainty about the future.

Stress: Distress from too many demands and not enough resources.

Overwhelm: Saturation with so much stimulus that you’re unsure of what’s happening. 

Fear: The belief that someone or something is dangerous, painful, or threatening.

L: Labeling Feelings

The L in RULER stands for Labeling emotions using a nuanced vocabulary.

Describing our emotions using precise words. Consider the things that make you feel peeved versus irritated versus enraged. While everyone may feel emotions differently in their body, it’s important to have a rich vocabulary for the precise emotion we’re feeling. This is because without it, we can’t really communicate effectively about our specific experience. When there’s a common language of emotion within a community, we can communicate about these emotions in a way we can understand. 

Granularity Within A Feeling

Just as distinguishing between two emotions helps us to determine what to do next, so does being able to distinguish between different shades of the same emotion category. Take for instance, anger. Are you outraged about a deep injustice? Or are you only mildly annoyed from someone changing lanes with no signal during traffic? Often times, knowing the degree to which we’re feeling an emotion can help us even better select what we choose to do with our emotions. When our behavior choices are disproportionate to the emotion felt, it may be time to get curious about why that is. We can learn how to make different choices based on the granularity of our anger, sadness, or fear.

Differentiation: Distinctions Between Emotions

Granularity: Nuance Within An Emotion

E: Expressing Feelings

The E in RULER stands for Expressing emotions in accordance with cultural norms and social context.

We have to know how we feel. This is because when we know how we feel, we can decide what we want to do with those feelings instead of letting them determine our behavior by default. Knowing how and when to express emotions with different people across contexts and culture provides us the opportunity to effectively communicate with the people around us. As a result, we more readily achieve the outcomes we want in our interactions with others. And, in effect, other people can more clearly and readily see us, hear us, and know us. A great first step to practicing expressing emotions is to share your feelings daily with trusted others using a nuanced set of emotion words.


R: Regulating Feelings

The final R in RULER stands for Regulating Emotions with helpful strategies.

Any emotion on average, visits for around 90 seconds. Consequently, this helps us to know we can effectively manage any emotion, no matter how overwhelming it can be. Once we’re open to expressing our emotions, using helpful strategies can help us ride the wave of our emotions instead of the wave riding us. Some of these helpful strategies can include specific acts of self compassion, self-soothing, positive distractions, and physical movement.

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I help people start recognizing, understanding, labeling, expressing, and regulating their emotions by providing guidance and support.

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Can’t stop fighting? Here are the two ways partners fight, and how to stop.

Written by John Allan Whitacre

It wasn’t like this before, but now you feel like you are fighting with your partner more than not. At this point you feel like your partner isn’t even listening anymore. You might even feel hopeless in your attempts to connect healthily with your partner. Maybe you have thought “if they just realized what they were doing wrong, we could be so much better” or “if they just got off my back about this one thing, I wouldn’t be ignoring them so much.”

You wish for the space to talk about your feelings together, but every time you face each other you are thrusted into a painful conversation that falls flat or goes nowhere. Partners fighting is a common occurrence for couples, and there are ways that couples can argue productively.

In this blog, we’ll discuss the ways partners end up in a fight, and how you can break the pattern by naming emotions and communicating.

To understand the argument, look inward first

If you and your partner are fighting, it helps to understand what is going on individually first. In a relationship, it can be easy to forget that our partners are also going through feelings of their own. When we pay attention to our own emotions, we will be able to pay attention to our partners emotions too. When we neglect our own feelings, it can be a lot easier to blame our partners and misinterpret their communication with us. An example would be “He just doesn’t care about me” or “She’s always thinking about herself.” When partners fight, they typically get to a point of needing to declare their belief over the other person, and typically stop listening to one another. Throughout the day, a part of you creates a story about the pain you’re experiencing in your partnership. In the restoration therapy model, we call this part our pain cycle. It impacts everything about how we gear up for an argument. Think about how your day has gone so far, 

  • Was there anything that set you off? 
  • Has one person or insult taken you over the edge? 
  • Did your partner say something that pushed your buttons? 
  • Did you feel like you were rigged to blow after someone cut you off on the freeway? 

Why our individual feelings impact us when we fight with our partner

All or none of these things could have happened today, but what we know about our brains is that these little moments can trigger feelings we have felt since childhood. These feelings can change how we interact with the world around us, causing us to react in painful ways. Reactions can be difficult to stop because we have developed a pattern of behaving in a certain way to difficult emotions. If you and your partner are fighting, both of you could be talking to each other from these difficult patterns.

Why do partners fight?

The problem grows when we understand that in relationships, two people could react in painful ways simultaneously. In a relationship, two people can have the same conversation but have entirely different feelings and reactions. One partner may react towards their partner by blaming them or shaming themselves, another partner might react by controlling their partner or escaping/withdrawing.

This is why it can feel like one day a conversation with our partner is peaceful and productive and another day it can feel like talking to a different person. One partner may withdraw, which makes the other person feel unloved, and start to blame the other partner, which causes the other partner to feel unheard, and withdraw even further… Does this sound familiar? 

What unique fighting cycle are you and your partner in right now? 

How controlling affects your pain cycle in a fight

If your partner is controlling you, it can make you feel trapped and helpless. It can also make one feel that they are not worthy to make decisions independently. If you are the controlling partner, it can feel like getting your partner to do something is like pulling teeth. Both the partner being controlled and the partner who feels out of control can feel helpless to their situation. 

How withdrawing affects your pain cycle in a fight

When your partner withdraws it can feel like they don’t care about you or what you are going through. It can make the receiver of the withdrawal feel like they are unloved or unworthy of ones attention and time. If you are the person withdrawing it can feel like the only way to get away from any painful feelings. You may want to numb those difficult feelings by scrolling on your phone, and going back to interact again can feel impossible. People who withdraw are capable of withdrawing physically and emotionally. 

How to break free from the cycle of fighting with your partner

Conflict is necessary for two people in a relationship, but fighting can cause further harm and disconnect between two partners. It can be so difficult to not feel stuck in the interactional cycles with our partner we have used our entire lives. Hope can be found when we recognize that each partner is worthy to meet their attachment needs. Partners can ultimately find love and trustworthiness when each partner has space to name their emotions in the moment, and then choose to respond rather than react. Your connection to your partner is important to me, and I can help you get to the place where you are naming your feelings and choosing to respond healthily. Reach out for a consultation today.

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Overthinking: It’s Hidden Danger & Tips To Unlock True Healing

Written by Jake Maxwell

Overthinking is an exhausting cycle. Here you are again, replaying a conversation in your mind, dissecting every word, and analyzing what you could have said differently. Or maybe you’re diving into endless research about a problem, trying to think your way out of discomfort, only to feel more stuck.

You’re frustrated and hate getting stuck in this cycle. You find yourself trapped in your thoughts, analyzing every detail, instead of feeling what’s happening. This is a common habit, often referred to as intellectualization. It involves focusing on facts and logic to avoid uncomfortable emotions and while it may seem like a safe way to protect yourself from pain, it can actually hold you back from true healing and growth.

In this blog, we’ll explore how overthinking prevents genuine healing and provide practical tips to help you break free from the trap.

What is Intellectualization?

Intellectualization is when you use logic and reasoning to avoid confronting the emotional aspects of a situation. Instead of processing feelings associated with difficult experiences, you might dive into research, analyze the facts, or discuss events in a detached way. Sometimes this can be helpful – it can make you feel in control and provide a temporary sense of clarity. While this might temporarily soothe your discomfort, it actually distances you from your emotions, keeping you trapped in a cycle of overthinking.

How Overthinking Actually Holds You Back

Emotionally Disconnected

When you constantly analyze rather than feel, you disconnect from your emotions. This emotional distancing might make you feel safer in the short term, but it can lead to a sense of numbness and a lack of true self-awareness. Over time, you may find yourself trapped in your mind, unable to truly understand or express your feelings.

Anxiety and Exhaustion

Overthinking doesn’t alleviate anxiety; it amplifies it. When you stay in your head and try to intellectualize your emotions away, the unresolved feelings remain and manifest as chronic stress and anxiety. The more you think, the more overwhelmed you become, leading to mental exhaustion and a sense of being trapped in a loop of worry and doubt.

Overthinking As A Barrier to Emotional Healing

Overthinking and intellectualizing prevents you from addressing the core emotional issues that need to be processed for true healing. By staying on the surface and avoiding the deeper emotional work, you remain stuck in the same patterns, unable to move forward. Instead of resolving pain, you end up prolonging it.

Strained Relationships

When you intellectualize your emotions, you may also struggle to connect with others on a deeper level. Relationships thrive on emotional intimacy and vulnerability, but overthinking can create a wall that keeps others at a distance. This can lead to misunderstandings, frustration, and a feeling of isolation.

Overthinking: Why Do We It?

Fear of Vulnerability

Intellectualizing is often a defense against vulnerability. It can feel safer to talk about emotions from a distance rather than allowing yourself to truly feel them, especially if you fear judgment or rejection. However, this need to stay in the safety of your mind can create a prison where genuine emotional experiences are avoided.

Cultural and Societal Norms

Society often values rationality and logic over emotional expression. This can lead people to believe that being “logical” is stronger or more mature than being emotional, causing them to suppress their feelings. Over time, this can reinforce the habit of intellectualizing emotions, making it harder to embrace your emotional experiences.

Past Experiences & Their Influence on Overthinking

If you grew up in an environment where emotions were not openly discussed or were dismissed, you might have learned to think through emotions (or intellectualize) as a way to cope. This behavior can continue into adulthood, becoming a default response to emotional distress. Feeling trapped in your head becomes a familiar, but ultimately limiting, way of navigating the world.

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Tips to Break Free from Overthinking and Start Feeling

Recognize When You’re Overthinking

Start by noticing when you tend to shift into analysis mode. Are there specific topics or emotions that trigger this response? Becoming aware of this pattern is the first step toward breaking free from the mental trap of overthinking.

Allow Yourself to Feel

Practice allowing yourself to feel emotions without immediately analyzing them. Try to sit with your feelings, even the uncomfortable ones, and notice how they affect your body and mind. It can be helpful to name the emotion you’re feeling and acknowledge it without judgment. This can help you escape the loop of overthinking and connect more deeply with your inner self.

Mindfulness

Mindfulness practices, such as deep breathing, meditation, or body scans, can help you stay present with your emotions rather than getting caught up in your thoughts. Grounding techniques like focusing on your senses can also help bring you back to the present moment, freeing you from being trapped in your head.

Express Yourself

Find safe ways to express your emotions, whether through journaling, talking to a trusted friend, or speaking with a therapist. Expressing emotions can help you process and release them, rather than keeping them trapped in your mind. This expression can break the cycle of intellectualization and lead to more authentic emotional experiences.

Seek Support

If overthinking or intellectualizing is continually affecting your relationships and well-being, consider seeking help from a therapist. Therapy can provide a safe space to explore and process emotions in a healthy way and help you build new, more adaptive coping strategies.

A Way Forward

Intellectualizing your emotions might seem like a way to stay in control and avoid pain, but it often leads to more anxiety, disconnection, and emotional stagnation. When you are trapped in your thoughts, you miss the opportunity to truly experience and heal your emotions. I can help you breaking free from overthinking so you can be free to embrace your emotions. By helping you truly feel and express your emotions, I can help you move beyond intellectualization and start living a more emotionally fulfilling life.

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Do I have Trauma? Upending Common Myths About Trauma

Written by McKenzie Laird

Trauma is a term loosely thrown around social media and coffee conversation to describe a variety of social interactions we encounter in our lives. We hear about experiences with trauma dumping, trauma bonding, and being triggered in everyday conversation. So, what really is trauma, and how do you know if you have it?

Trauma, Like a Spiderweb, is Protective.

Whether illuminated by the night sky or covered in morning dew, spiderwebs fascinate us with their intricate design. If you’ve ever walked through one, you know how strong they can be, despite being woven of finely spun silk. Commonly known as the way spiders capture food, spiderwebs are also a naturally defensive structure. In a spider web, any small tug to the outer silk strands alerts the spider of potential danger. Trauma is an inner defensive structure that behaves like a spiderweb: one delicate pull on our web-like trauma alerts us to self-protect from harm. This becomes expressed through our attitudes, values, and expectations about life. 

Trauma is what happens internally based on a negative event. 

Derived from the greek word τραύμα, meaning wound, the buzzword trauma covers a broad range of experiences today. From surviving a natural disaster to being bullied, determining whether a negative experience was traumatic depends on a multitude of factors. So, if we all have bad things happen to us at some point in our lives, how do we know if we’ve experienced trauma as a result of them? And, how much does trauma really affect us?

A Negative Event is Not Trauma.

The event is not what causes trauma. In fact, it’s the overwhelming emotional response to the negative event making us feel unsafe. Trauma shapes our reaction to future similar events, as to prevent the same overwhelm of the brain and body from happening again.

Trauma is Unique for Everyone.

Whether or not a person incurs trauma from a distressing event depends on a variety of factors. For instance, a car accident may injure one passenger who recovers fully, while another passenger of the same car experiences an emotional disturbance from the event well after it’s over. This can happen due to the variance across people’s lived experience, health, personality, and a variety of other factors. For instance, that same passenger who recovered completely from the car accident may experience a prolonged emotional disturbance from having their home broken into, or from discovering that a trusted other lied to them.

“Trauma is not what happens to you. Trauma is what happens as a result of what happens to you”.

– Gabor Mate`

Leading trauma expert Dr. Gabor Mate´ explains how “trauma is not what happens to you. Trauma is what happens as a result of what happens to you”. Dr. Mate´ also emphasizes how trauma takes on less obvious forms like emotional disturbances from our earliest relationships and experiences. This form of trauma results in lifelong pain until it is dealt with. As a result, it distorts our view of the world in a negative way, and impairs our ability to live fully in the present. 

Safety Means Having Resources

The difference between someone who has a traumatic response and one who doesn’t has to do with their internal and external resources. Someone with internal and external resources has the ability to return to safety. Internal resources are those like the ability to self-soothe, and having self-esteem. External resources include having a support system of trusted others who can help you to understand and process what happened. A person with fewer internal resources, such as a young child, remains overwhelmed by a distressing event because they’re not yet able to self-soothe. Additionally, if a child can’t process a negative event with trusted others, they make meaning of the negative event themselves. Examples of the stories we may tell ourselves when we’re unable to return to safety are those like, ‘the world is unsafe’, or that ‘we’re fundamentally a bad person’.

3 Main Types of Trauma

Acute according to Sandstone Care, comes from a single stressful event that overwhelms the body and keeps it in a state of vigilance. Examples include car accidents, physical violence, and natural disasters. Some common symptoms include irritability, flashbacks, avoidance, anxiety, and difficulties focusing.

Chronic occurs when a person exposed to repeated or extended stressful events develops a consistently overwhelmed nervous system. This form makes daily life difficult and distorts a person’s worldview, their perspective of themselves and of others. Examples include long-term illness, neglect, and domestic abuse. Common symptoms include depression, anxiety, difficulty managing your emotions, and feelings of guilt and shame.

Complex is when a child experiences a series of stressful events that overwhelm their system over a period of months or years. With this form, the brain and the body develop sophisticated defensive structures. These protect the young person, by putting them in a fight, flight, or freeze, or fawn mode when encountering unsafety or perceived unsafety. Common symptoms include a foggy memory, hyper-vigilance, low self esteem, headaches, and difficulty in interpersonal relationships.

2 Steps to Resolving Traumatic Experiences

By dealing with trauma, you reclaim your outlook on life and reconnect to yourself and others. If you or a loved experience difficulties, you can find help. Connecting with a trusted mental health professional can help you address your longstanding pain. Once this happens, we experience greater freedom in life, have less guilt and shame, and cultivate more capacity to live in the present moment.

1. Get Curious. Curiosity Moves Us Toward Healing.

The first step is to become curious about whether your emotional pain could be from the spiderweb-like protection system of trauma.

2. Reach Out.

The second step is to connect. I help people recover from traumatic experiences so they can lead lives of greater safety and freedom. Reach out to me today for a consultation.

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When Kids Exhaust You, You Deserve the Best Care: How to be Supported, Empowered, and Less Alone as a Parent

Written by Here Counseling

“Parents who feel pushed to the brink deserve more than platitudes. They need tangible support.”

-Dr. Vivek Murthy, U.S. Surgeon General

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The basic activities required of parenting, such as keeping your kids safe and healthy, can feel like a heavy burden. But, add to that feelings of exhaustion, financial strain, relationship friction, and unrealistic expectations, you can find yourself burning out and closing in. When parents are pushed to the edge, there is a tendency to isolate – but actually they should be doing the opposite. Here are some do’s and dont’s for when parenting gets tough.

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The United States Surgeon General, Dr. Vivek H. Murthy, recently announced that he was issuing an advisory to “call attention to the stress and mental health concerns facing parents and caregivers.” In his Op Ed in the New York Times, he cited a recent study by the American Psychological Association, which states that 48% of parents indicate that their stress levels are regularly overwhelming.

Reach out, don’t close up

A great way to relieve yourself of doubt, get an understanding ear, and share concerns is to talk with other parents! All parents, at one time or another, question their parenting skills, instincts, and choices. It’s normal and healthy to wonder if there are other ways to address sticky situations within the family. In Los Angeles, there are a myriad of parent groups with topics as specific as post-partum support circles, foster/adopt process groups, parenting teens groups, grieving fathers groups, or movement healing circles. If you have a concern around parenting, there’s a group out there for it!

Ask for help, don’t be a superhero

Reaching out to friends and family is hard when you know that everyone is stressed. But your support system will not know you need help unless you ask. Simple requests to come over for an hour while you take a shower or to drop off a meal can mean the difference of feeling human again! Seek out specific support services for your needs. For example, Postpartum doulas help mothers in the first twelve months after birth. They can prepare nutritious meals, offer relaxing massage, and talk about whatever is on your mind. As Dr. Murthy wrote, “We must learn to view asking for help and accepting help as acts of strength, not weakness.”

Offer to help, don’t retreat

Another way to feel less isolated is to reach out and offer support to a parent you know. You can text them when you go to the store and ask them if they need anything, or drop by and tell them, “I wanted to say Hi, and check in on you!” It may sound counterintuitive to add something like this to your already full schedule, but the reward of helping another helps you feel connected and less alone. Give to receive!

Seek out therapy – you are not alone

Parenting is hard! It is one of the most important things we do, and yet no one teaches us how to do it except our parents, and sometimes those models are not ones we want to follow. Therapy is a safe place to reflect on the hardships of building and sustaining a family, get personalized support, and receive attuned and supportive care. With a good therapist, you are not alone in you parenting journey. Your mental health is the best place to start being the best parent you can be.

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Suicidal Ideation is Actually a Cry for Needed Change: Hope

Written by herecounseling

Suicidal ideation is isolating. People with suicidal ideation often constantly battle thoughts about death and dying. Managing these feelings alone is tough, and it becomes an even heavier burden when we don’t discuss them. Society doesn’t teach us to openly talk about suicidal ideation. Yet locking away these thoughts only deepens the loneliness and pain.

The truth is, suicidal ideation is more common than we think. Yet it doesn’t have to be something we carry alone. Rather than seeing these thoughts as something to be ashamed of, we can begin to recognize them as a signal that something in our lives needs an immediate change. It’s a call for help, an invitation to reach out, and an opportunity to reclaim our lives with the right support.

In this blog we’re going to help you see suicidal ideation in a different way: as a way of crying out for care – a cry that needs to be expressed. We’ll talk about what suicidal ideation really is, why it’s important to talk about it, and how therapy can help you navigate these thoughts with compassion and hope.

What Is Suicidal Ideation?

Suicidal ideation is when you are experiencing intrusive thoughts about wanting to die. Suicidal ideation can range in intensity and look different for everyone. For example, you might feel like you don’t want to be alive but you have no concrete plan for actually making that happen. Or you might have very active suicide ideation with a detailed plan as to when, where, and how you will act on the idea. Having thoughts about wanting to die often doesn’t mean you actually want to die. Rather it’s a sign that something is wrong in your life that needs to change.

“I’m so afraid to talk about suicidal thoughts”

There are a lot of fears around sharing these thoughts with other people. You fear that someone will misunderstand you or escalate the issue to the police. You’re worried that expressing yourself might worsen the situation instead of improving it.

One of our therapists Dr. Jeff Chan puts it this way:

“Thoughts of ending your life can feel overwhelming and frightening. It’s common to worry that others might judge you or that having these thoughts means something is deeply wrong. But it’s important to know that suicidal thoughts are often a symptom of intense pain, not necessarily a desire to die.

Most of the time, we don’t want to end our lives—we just want the pain to stop, and it feels like there’s no other way out. Talking about these thoughts, especially with someone who cares, can help take away some of their power and open the door to finding ways to heal the pain at the root of it all. We’re here to help figure that out together.”

What To Do If You’re Experiencing Suicidal Ideation

  • Seek support from a friend or family member: The first step to take is to let someone know. You can start by sending a text to a trusted loved one, saying something like: “This is really hard for me to say but I’m having painful thoughts and it might help to talk. Are you free?” This is a vulnerable step. Yet it is important for the people in your life to know how you are feeling inside.
  • Contact a Therapist: Reaching out to a therapist and setting up an appointment can provide you a sense of hope knowing that you have something on your calendar that will help. Therapy is a safe place to talk openly and freely about what you have been feeling.
  • Call or text the Suicide Crisis Line: Call or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline. If you’re not sure who to tell yet, you can start by talking to the lifeline number to find support and safety there.

Consider making a plan of who you can talk to when suicidal ideation feels overwhelming.

When you get the right care for suicidal ideation, everything changes

Suicidal ideation is a signal that something in your life needs to change, and with the right support, you can begin to make those changes. By breaking the silence and reaching out for help, you’re taking the first step towards healing.

As Dr. Connor McClenahan explains,

“When we talk about suicide ideation, we begin to experience safety and hope. There are many people like you who experience this, and when we can talk about it—that’s when we find healing.”

Healing starts with a conversation. When the cry is only internal, it can feel chaotic and overwhelming. By sharing your thoughts with a safe person, you open the door to new possibilities. You begin forging a path forward that’s defined by hope, not pain.

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First time in therapy? How to Talk About The Scary Stuff

Written by Here Counseling

So it’s your first time in therapy. You know that talking about difficult aspects of your life with your therapist is normal, but that doesn’t mean it’s easy! There is a part of you that wants to share and get support from your therapist, but there is also a part of you that fears being judged and worries about having to face deep hurt. Being able to speak freely and safely in therapy is crucial for your healing journey, but it can also be nerve-wracking. Here are a few ways to address challenging topics with your therapist.

Won’t talking about bad things make me feel bad?

You worry that talking about depression, anxiety, trauma will make it worse. But the reverse is true. There are surprising benefits to talking about what’s uncomfortable.

  • You can finally live more authentically
  • It becomes less scary when you talk about it
  • You’ll become more courageous and brave

1. Start with how you feel NOW

You get to be exactly where you are in your own therapeutic journey. If you feel scared about discussing a certain topic, start there. Tell your therapist that you feel uncomfortable or scared talking about a specific issue. This gets you over the hurdle of broaching a difficult subject. You can say, “I want you to know there is something important I need to bring, and I’m feeling scared to talk about it. I might need your support in how to talk about it.” A good therapist will always honor the time you need to address scary stuff and provide support in helping you get there.

2. Communicate what you need

Let your therapist know what would be helpful for you in discussing a tough topic. You can ask for no interruptions, or no immediate responses. You can also ask your therapist to allow silences, or alternately, to encourage you when silences occur. Let your therapist know how they can create a safe space for you to speak without restrictions.

3. Ask anything

You can ask your therapist any questions that arise during session. If you have concerns or confusion about how things work in therapy or in the client/therapist relationship, ask! You may ask your therapist to review confidentiality or to explain something that doesn’t sit right or feels unclear. A good therapist will accept your questions as an opportunity to build trust and mutual respect.

Remember your therapist is a trained professional

Therapists go through years of education and clinical practice to hold their clients’ complex emotions. Just as you must disclose painful things to your doctor to stay healthy, you need to talk with your therapist about unpleasant or embarrassing feelings. Therapists are prepared to discuss all experiences and feelings you have. This is their job. If you still feel uncomfortable talking with your therapist, it’s OK. Go slow and trust that the important things affecting your lie and experience will come up eventually. A good therapist will guide you toward what needs to be discussed.

Disclosing essential information will help you

If you want to get the most out of your therapeutic experience, it is helpful to share the significant issues. For example, it’s important to tell your therapist if you have suicidal thoughts or are in danger of hurting yourself. This will help your therapist get you the immediate resources you need to stabilize and feel safe. It is good to disclose chronic illnesses or diseases, upcoming surgeries, as well as current or past in/outpatient psychiatric treatment. Your therapist can tailor your sessions to complement other treatment and create the continuity of care you deserve.

You’ll feel better

Finally, remember that speaking with your therapist about shameful or uncomfortable issues can be awkward at first. However, processing those feelings with a caring professional will move you into acceptance and ease where you are happier, lighter, and more yourself.

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Defeating Perfectionism: How to Reclaim Joy and Embrace Imperfection

Written by Jake Maxwell

On the surface, being a “perfectionist” might not seem so bad. You want to always be doing your very best. That’s not so bad, right? Unfortunately, the reality of long-standing perfectionism can end up doing more harm than good. Perfectionism often leads to stress, anxiety, and feeling like you are never good enough. The underlying desire to be perfect can end up robbing you of joy and leave you feeling trapped in an exhausting cycle of self-criticism.

If you’re tired of striving for unattainable standards, it’s time to take a step back and consider a different approach. This blog will talk about how you can defeat perfectionism, reclaim joy, and embrace the beauty of imperfection.

Understanding Perfectionism: More Than Just High Standards

Perfectionism isn’t just having high standards – it’s about setting impossible ones. Perfectionists often equate their self-worth with their ability to achieve flawless results, which can lead to constant disappointment and a fear of failure. This mindset can cause you to procrastinate, avoid challenges, or overwork yourself to the point of burnout.

But here’s the reality: Perfection is an illusion. It’s a moving target that’s impossible to hit, and the pursuit of it can prevent you from enjoying life’s simple pleasures and from appreciating your accomplishments.

The Impact of Perfectionism

Perfectionism can have a profound impact on your mental health, relationships, and overall well-being. It often leads to:

Strained Relationships: Perfectionism can cause unrealistic expectations for yourself and others, leading to frustration, disappointment, and tension in relationships.

Anxiety and Stress: The constant pressure to be perfect can create overwhelming stress and anxiety. You may feel like you’re never good enough, no matter how much you achieve.

Procrastination: Fear of making mistakes can lead to procrastination. You might delay starting tasks because you’re afraid you won’t do them perfectly.

Depression and Perfectionism

Perfectionism is often closely connected to feelings of depression and low self-worth. When you constantly criticize yourself for not being “perfect,” it creates a cycle of negativity where you feel overwhelmed and inadequate. This self-criticism can make it hard to ever feel good enough, no matter how much you achieve. Over time, this can lead to feelings of hopelessness and depression. The pressure to be flawless not only prevents you from celebrating your successes but also robs you of the ability to feel grateful or proud of what you do accomplish. Instead, you’re left feeling like nothing is ever truly satisfying or fulfilling.

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Strategies to Defeat Perfectionism

Recognize Self-Criticism: Become aware of your inner critic and challenge negative self-talk. Instead of focusing on what went wrong, reframe these thoughts to highlight growth and learning. Shifting from criticism to compassion can reduce feelings of inadequacy.

Challenge Perfectionistic Thoughts: Ask yourself, “Is it really necessary for this to be perfect?” or “What’s the worst that could happen if this isn’t flawless?” Often, you’ll find that the fear driving your perfectionism is irrational and that it’s okay to aim for “good enough.”

Set Realistic Goals: Set realistic, achievable goals. Focus on progress rather than perfection. Celebrate small wins and recognize that each step forward is valuable, even if it’s not perfect.

Embrace Mistakes as Learning Opportunities: Mistakes are inevitable. Instead of seeing them as failures, view them as opportunities to learn and improve. By accepting that mistakes are inevitable, you can reduce the fear that drives perfectionism.

Practice Self-Compassion: Treat yourself with the same kindness and understanding that you would offer a friend. When you fall short of your own expectations, remind yourself that it’s okay to be imperfect. Self-compassion can help you break free from the cycle of self-criticism and find joy in your efforts.

Limit Social Comparison: Comparing yourself to others, especially in the age of social media, can fuel perfectionism. Remember that what you see online is often a highlight reel, not the full picture. Focus on your own journey and progress, rather than measuring yourself against others.

Reclaiming Joy and Embracing Imperfection

When you let go of the need to be perfect, you make space for joy, creativity, and fulfillment. Embracing imperfection allows you to take risks, try new things, and experience life more fully. It frees you from the constant pressure to perform and opens the door to authentic happiness.

Remember, you are more than your achievements. Your worth isn’t defined by flawless performance, but by the unique qualities and experiences that make you who you are. By defeating perfectionism and embracing imperfection, you can reclaim the joy that comes from living a balanced, meaningful life.

Seeking Support

Perfectionism is a tough habit to break, but the rewards of letting it go are immense. Start small, be patient with yourself, and remember that progress, not perfection, is the key to a happier, healthier life. If you are struggling, I can help you to defeat perfectionism, embrace your imperfections, and reclaim the joy that’s been missing from your life.

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Conquer Self-Sabotage: Overcome your Frustration and Actually Accomplish your Goals

Written by Jake Maxwell

Self-sabotage can be incredibly frustrating. It might look like procrastinating on an important task, talking yourself out of a great opportunity, or setting unrealistically high standards that you could never meet. If this sounds familiar, you’ve likely found yourself caught in the cycle of self-sabotage. It can be frustrating and confusing, leaving you wondering why you keep getting in your own way. You’re not alone. Understanding the root of self-sabotage is the first step towards breaking this frustrating cycle.

This blog will discuss what self-sabotage is, how it manifests, and some helpful strategies to overcome this behavior.

What is Self-Sabotage?

Self-sabotage is when you prevent yourself from reaching your goals. It’s a pattern of behavior where, consciously or unconsciously, you undermine your own efforts. This could manifest in ways like procrastination, negative self-talk, perfectionism, or even impulsive decisions. The impact of self-sabotage can be significant, leading to missed opportunities, strained relationships, and a sense of frustration with yourself.

Common Forms of Self-Sabotage

  • Procrastination
    • This is when you delay tasks, often without a clear reason, and usually to avoid discomfort or the fear of failure.
  • Negative Self-Talk
    • This involves a critical inner dialogue. Thoughts like “I’m not good enough” or “I’ll never succeed” can create a self-fulfilling prophecy, where you end up believing these negative thoughts and acting accordingly.
  • Perfectionism
    • Setting unattainable standards can be paralyzing. When you’re afraid of making mistakes or not meeting your own high expectations, you might avoid taking any action at all, leading to stagnation.
  • Fear of Success
    • While it might seem counterintuitive, some people fear the changes that come with success. This fear can cause them to avoid opportunities, underperform, or deliberately set themselves up for failure.
  • Impulsivity
    • Making hasty decisions without considering the consequences can also be a form of self-sabotage. This impulsiveness can lead to actions that disrupt your progress or create unnecessary problems.

Potential Causes of Self-Defeating Behaviors

  • Internal Beliefs
    • Your own internal beliefs about yourself can drive your actions without you even realizing it. For example, if you’ve internalized the belief that you don’t deserve success, you might subconsciously sabotage any efforts that could lead to achievement.
  • Fear of Change
    • Change can be uncomfortable, even if it’s positive. The fear of stepping out of familiar patterns, even unproductive ones, can lead to self-sabotaging behavior as a way to avoid the unknown.
  • Comfort
    • Staying within your comfort zone feels safe, but it can also keep you stuck in unproductive habits. Self-sabotage can be a way to stay in this zone, avoiding the discomfort of growth and change.
  • Self-Criticism
    • Negative messages from past experiences or relationships can become internalized, leading to a harsh inner critic. This critical voice can drive you to sabotage your efforts, reinforcing the negative beliefs you’ve held onto.

Strategies to Overcome Self-Sabotage

  • Cultivating Self-Awareness
    • Become more aware of your self-sabotaging thoughts and behaviors as they occur. This awareness is crucial for making different choices in the moment. Pay attention to triggers or situations where you tend to sabotage yourself and try to understand the underlying reasons.
  • Reframing Negative Thoughts
    • Challenge and replace negative self-talk with constructive affirmations. Instead of thinking, “I’m not good enough,” try reframing it to, “I am capable and learning every day.” Over time, this shift in mindset can help reduce the power of self-sabotaging thoughts.
  • Setting Realistic Goals
    • Learn to set achievable, incremental goals that build confidence and momentum. By breaking down larger goals into smaller, manageable steps, you reduce the overwhelming feelings that can lead to self-sabotage.
  • Embracing Imperfection
    • Accept that mistakes are part of the learning process. Embracing imperfection allows you to take action without the paralyzing fear of not being perfect. This mindset shift can help you move forward even when things aren’t flawless.
  • Building a Support Network
    • Surround yourself with supportive people who encourage positive change. Share your goals with trusted friends or mentors who can provide accountability and motivation.

Seeking Help

If self-sabotage is deeply ingrained and significantly affecting your life, it may be time to seek professional help. The journey of growth often involves encountering parts of ourselves that are challenging to face—those deep-seated fears, doubts, and insecurities that fuel self-sabotaging behaviors. By leaning into these areas with curiosity and compassion, you can begin to dismantle the barriers that hold you back. This process is not always easy, but it can lead to a profound sense of freedom and empowerment. Together, we can uncover the root causes of your behavior and work to develop healthier patterns that allow you to move forward with greater clarity and confidence.

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Relationship Therapy May Work Better Than Couples Therapy: How to Tell Which One is Best for You

Written by Rose So

You’re at the point where you feel ready to improve your relationship. Part of you wonders if it might be helpful for you and your partner to both seek therapy together; the other part of you wonders if it would be more helpful for the both of you to see individual therapy. On one hand, couples can worry that couples therapy will be too difficult, heated, or logistically clunky. On the other hand, couples can worry that if they just see an individual therapist, that their couples issues won’t change.

How are you supposed to know whether individual therapy or couples therapy is best? By the end of this blog, you’ll have everything you need to decide which one is best for your relationship needs.

Why couples therapy sometimes doesn’t work

1. There’s not enough space to process your experience of the relationship

The nature of couples therapy results in two individuals being a part of the same sessions together and splitting that time/space. While this kind of shared space can be important and helpful, it can also result in some individuals feeling as though they are not getting the time they need in therapy in order to process the issues that bring them in for therapy.

2. Finding it difficult to talk about the issues when the relationship is already in a rocky place

If you and your partner have argued about the same issues over and over with no real resolve, it can feel like dangerous territory to talk about those issues again, even in a safe space such as therapy. Maybe you fear that the end result will be the same, with you and your partner on completely different pages. Or maybe you fear that talking about the issue again will be a breaking point in your relationship. Whatever your fear may be, bottom line is that those fears make it difficult to fully engage with the process of couples therapy.

3. Your partner will not come in for couples therapy.

Again, with the nature of couples therapy involving two individuals, if your partner refuses attend sessions, it is not possible for couples work to be carried out. This can be a painful place to be in – where you may be wanting to have an intentional space and time to work through the ongoing issues, whereas your partner is not interested in doing so.

4. Scheduling is challenging.

Finding a time to attend weekly therapy can be challenging even when it’s just your schedule and your therapist’s schedule to consider; adding your partner into that equation can increase that challenge, especially if your partner’s schedule looks very different from your own.

What is individual relationship therapy?

Individual relationship therapy is a space where you can fully process and work through the things that have felt painful and difficult in your romantic relationship, without having to do that in real time with your partner present. You’ll have one on one time with your therapist and won’t need to be mindful of splitting that time with your partner.

What would be the benefit of seeking individual relationship therapy over couples therapy?

1. You can process your own “stuff” in your own private space with relationship therapy.

While it’s definitely important to eventually communicate important things to your partner, maybe you’re not even sure of what you’re wanting to communicate and how to do so. You need the chance to first understand what it is that is happening internally for you, before then trying to talk through those things with your partner. Individual therapy is a great space for this – the time is completely yours and you can process your thoughts and emotions in an unfiltered way, without the presence of anyone aside from your therapist.

2. You can unpack past experiences that may be impacting the issues you’re coming across in your present-day relationship.

Although this might be semi-possible to also do in couples therapy, the nature of couples therapy can make it challenging to truly dive into your past, make sense of what you’ve been through, and identify the ways those experiences impact you today. Couples therapy is typically structured to make space for both you and your partner to process what’s happening present day in your relationship and to work towards some sort of compromise or resolve together, rather than helping one person to process their past and understand how those things are coming up present day. If your desire is to have a space to work through your past in order to better understand the present, individual relationship therapy would be the better option for you than couples therapy.

3. You can think through your current relationship issues in a different way than you’d be able to in couples therapy.

Couples therapy is extremely valuable, but can also be limiting in terms of how deeply you can process the issues that you might be coming across in your relationship. You’re sharing that space with your partner, which is helpful but can also come with other trade-offs. If you need a space to privately process the issues you’re coming across in your relationship prior to eventually communicating those things to your partner, individual relationship therapy would be a great place to start.

4. Finding a time with your therapist is easier with individual relationship therapy.

One very real logistical challenge that comes with couples therapy is the need to consider 3 individuals’ schedules: yours, your partner’s, and the therapist’s. The reality may be that it may be much more feasible to begin individual relationship therapy yourself, rather than to wait for your partner’s schedule to open up and allow for a time for you both to meet with a therapist. If you’re facing scheduling challenges as a couple, individual relationship therapy may be a better place to start.

If you’re needing more individual time to process things on your own, individual relationship therapy may be a good fit for you.

There is value in both individual relationship therapy and couples therapy. Both have their pros and cons when it comes to addressing relationship issues. If you’re wanting a space to begin processing what you’re experiencing in your relationship but don’t feel ready to do that with your partner or don’t feel that your partner is ready to do that in couples therapy with you, individual relationship therapy is a perfect place to start. You can begin unpacking things on your own.

Whether you choose to address what’s happening in your relationship via couples therapy or individual relationship therapy, it’s possible to experience real change in your relationship. You deserve a relationship that is healthy, reciprocal, and fulfilling. Therapy can be the catalyst to create that change.

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